What the fuck do I care

Oh sure, another one of those blue mondays.

Despite the rain I went for tuition but my tutor forgot we had class today. Fuck.

Yesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnofuck-I-don't-care-no
That sums up what I think of couzzie today. I think this is the first time I'm this mad with her. I think this is the first time I'm mad with her, ever. What the fuck what do I care.

So everyone cancelled their appointment with me today and now I've no mood to go for karate even though I always look forward to it. I'm too sedated to study more than a few minutes before fizzing and blanking out, too drowsy to sustain practice on the piano and too fucking apathetic to care.

I'm sorry for my bad language - NOT. Fuck the school and its denial of my rights. Fuck that imposter of a teacher who charges me with academic honesty even though I was just making up for what the school failed to provide. Fuck the hypocrites who teach history in NYJC. Fuck that lit teacher who thinks she's just that damn superior and revels in making us feel like we're never good enough or going anywhere. Fuck the other lit teacher who hardly teaches. Fuck MOE for throwing PW at us. Fuck MOE for implementing the university bidding system. Fuck the system for robbing us of our youth. Fuck Singapore - period.

Fuck them all
fuck them all
the long and the short and the tall
fuck all the posers and principals too
fuck the whole system and their bastard parts

Fuck off.