Effort

I'm not sure why this blog even exists anymore - there's little need for a distinction between a 'happy' blog and a melancholic one, simply because the latter overwhelms daily life.

So far, I've been diligently studying what I need to study. I'm making progress with literature (so I hope), reading up on history, making headway in those two. Economics has remained stagnant, KI is... reserved for weekends. I need more time: there too few hours in a day, and fewer still where good sleep is found. I study at a snail's pace and sleep fitfully. In fact, sleep is a misnomer - its more like lying down, closing my eyes and hoping for the best.

I better not give this too much expression lest it distract me further. Yea, I better get back to studying. Nevermind this (just another repressed issue).